you drive me cup (:

The other day, Jeff took me to the driving range. I haven't been since last summer in SC, so I really enjoyed it. I'm finally forreal moving out Aug 8th ! I'm so ready. I need to get out. So we'll see how this goes. I don't know either of the girls well, so this will be interesting, hopefully fun.

Nothing exciting today, just been laying around. I have a doctor's appointment at 7 tonight. That's my plans (: Ha. Jeff is working, so it' gonna be a lame night. On another note, I am loving being a brunnette !!!

I'm headed up to Bountiful to see Jon and Lauri tomorrow. I am sexcited about that. Then Friday it's back to work. But until then, I have to get back to watching one of my favorite shows.

<--- tip

Well, it's 5 a.m. I'm wide awake ! I worked from 6 p.m. to 3 a.m. this morning, but for some reason, I can't go to sleep.

Work was good. I had a table of a mom and three boys, so cute and chubby, middle school and elementry aged. They were so awesome to me. Just being nice and interactive. So when they got up, she told me how amazing I was, and she had never had better service anywhere. She told me one of her boys had something for me he wanted to make sure I saw. When they left, I looked on the table to find a piece of paper. On it, in blue crayon, it said: "You are awesome." Then it had an arrow pointing to the tip saying "tip." I looked to the tip, it was a 20 dollar bill !!! I couldn't believe it. But the note touched me more. I seriously teared up.

And when I had gotten home, Jeff had cleaned the entire kitchen and a big part of my room for me, and he brought me surprises. He is so amazing, and so helpful. I cannot even express at this moment what I feel for him. He is just... so right for me. So amazing, in fact, I can overlook the pass. Yeah, he's that good.

So, I think I'll be moving out within the next 2 weeks !!! I am so excited. I'm also excited for Jeff's move. I get to see his family more, especially Adam and Kevin. I love those boys so much. They are definitley my little brothers, and I'd do anything for them. I really miss Karen, Ben, and Avery. I was just getting to know Karen and Ben really well, but then they moved ): But I'm excited for them !

Nothing super amazing is going on besides the fact that my family is amazing, Jeff is amazing, Jeff's family is amazing. I could go on, but I'll spare you all. I love you all very much, and WillMill... I miss and love you especially ♥

scrunch

that's my big boy !!

Gerdil Toods

It's thunderstorming and lightning !! I've been praying for this forever !! It's gonna be a good sleep tonight, that's for sure.

I ran errands today. Nothing special. I bought Kathryn some Wonder Pets figurines at Toys R Us.

That was her favorite show when I first moved out here. I am so excited to send them to her. I love that girl. I miss that girl liek crazy, I miss the whole family. Who would have ever guessed, huh ? I made Jeff dinner; went up and ate it with him at the hospital (where he works). We are going to watch the older Batman with the Joker in it, prepping for the new Batman, which we'll see tomorrow if it is raining. If not, then we are going golfing !! Not much to say, plus I'm super tired and hot.

just a side note...

.....i love this man.....

you just can't find good service like that anywhere

Today was my first day waitressing. There were times when I wanted to cry, but then some people made it worth the trouble. I had two people go out of the way to tell my manager on how well I was doing. One guy was so freakin awesome, he called the overall head of the surrounding Dennys to brag on me! Insane right?

$$$ My first tips! I honestly can say I am proud. It was hard earned !!!

Things are difficult. I really want to get out of Bluffdale. Out of this house. I am miserable. Completely. I want a life change, but it can't happen in this house.

Yesterday was the Youth Parade downtown Salt Lake City. It was amazing. Haha. Jeff and I carried the flags (: I got on TV !!! After the parade, they had like a MILLION different bouncy castles. So way fun. I got to meet Darth Vadar and Ronald McDonald. HE said, "Hey a former cousin!" Then as I was leaving, he said, "See you at the reunion!"

there's nothing

freedom. beauty. truth. love.

Welcome to Denny's (:

Today was my first day at Denny's. That's right, I finally have a new job waitressing. I had to be there at 8 a.m. Yikesss! But, it actually wasn't that bad. Until...

Jodie Halvorsen and her two sons came in. It took me forever to figure out who she was, but then it donged on me... She is the wife of one of the owners of ITS. And she works there in the policy department. We of cpurse pretended we didnt' know eachother, I mean, wasn't bad enough I had to bring her her Diet Coke ?! Thank goodness I didn't have to full on her serve her table.

More updates later! Jeff is here (:

Productive

Today I went out to IKEA and got a desk & chair. Put them both together, all by myself, and TADA! A new workspace. A new piece of furniture is so exciting... to me. Maybe I'm just way lame and weird (:

I just bawled my eyes out on an episode of Scrubs (Lavern dies...) wow, I'm weird. Oh well. It's been hard seeking a new job, mostly because of shock from this ITS catastrophie. But what can you do? I've applied anywhere and everywhere. So, keep your fingers crossed, please.

I really miss my family. I miss the south. It's so hard somedays, but pressing on is my only option.