I'm having my ups and downs, a lot lately. I guess I'm just realizing how hard it's going to be these next few months; getting settled in the apartment, having 2 jobs, one in which I'm there at 8 a.m. then leave at 4:30 p.m. to go to my night job, and usually work there until 2 or so in the morning. It's just hard. And I know that's a part of being on my own and responsibility, but it just gets me a little down sometimes. I feel as though my life is work and a handful of hours of sleeping.

The good thing is, I've been hanging with my friends more. Kayti and I went dancing the other night after seeing a movie and having a brownie at her work. I seriously had so much fun. And a few days before that, my roommate, Brittany, and I went to the movies. I've missed hanging with friends.

I don't have one night off this week, and that's a super bummer. But, whatever it takes to continue forward out here, I will do.

Well I've been a successful vegetarian for 4 or so days now. I love it. It's actually not that hard. And I'm already starting to feel better. I've also been doing strict workouts, so I'm toning my body, and that also helps.